10/2/08
- 9:04pm PDT (lead me on)
Well, just a few days away from the big show. We had another
sneak preview set last night at the Conor Byrne (just down
the street from my apartment) and it was a huge success. This
time, I brought out my 50 year old Leslie
for the first time, and was amazed - it sounds just as good
as it looks.
I spent most of Tuesday night tearing it apart, lubing and
cleaning the motors and rotors, cleaning up the amp chassis,
dusting it, polishing it. I forgot what an amazing mix of
craftsmanship, engineering, and invention all make up this
strange and wonderful thing. From a furniture standpoint,
the quality of wood and woodworking is beautiful. Then inside
you have the WWII-era technology - belts and motors, switches
and relays... a compression driver and massive permanent magnet
woofer, and at the sinister heart of it all, a 40 watt tube
amplifier with a pair of giant 6550s glowing blue and orange...
the burning soul embedded deep within the wooden box.
I almost feel guilty about
using it - its in such incredible shape for its age - I've
been into these things for over a decade and have never seen
one in this flawless condition. But heck, I deserve it, and
if I scuff it up a little bit here and there in the coming
years, that's ok. Like all good vintage music gear - these
things were made to bring good music to the ears of the public,
and it'd be a damn shame for this to sit another couple of
decades in some collector's dark basement, especially with
what's happened to live music since this thing was built.
Think about it - gospel, soul, and rock and roll as we know
it hadn't even really been born when this was hand built...
and now the music I'm playing on it is considered retro.
Midway into our brief set, as people were up dancing (which
in itself is a major good omen for our band - no one in Seattle
dances) the sound guy came up to me with a very concerned
look and yelled in my ear, "Hey man! The organ is WAAAYY
TOOO LOOOUUUD!" I smiled and nodded, "RIGHT ON!"
Been a while... most of September was pretty tough. Sara's
departure brought out a lot of different but heavy emotions,
and it took some time to just work through it all. Maybe you
never really work through it all - but I feel a like I've
at least been able to let go of a lot of the anger and frustration.
It was crippling there for a few days.
Unfortunately, this week began with news that my step-uncle
had suddenly passed away from a very aggressive cancer. That
quickness may have been a blessing in disguise, though - he
didn't suffer long, and he had the great fortune of being
surrounded by family as he passed on. Sure, John and his family
weren't a part of the Conlin family up until a few years ago,
but from the day we met them, they were family. Its been tough
being so far away while everyone rallies to their side in
this tough time.
But September also had its highlights,
my favorite one being a presidential debate where we learned
that substantive discussion on the complex details of political
and economic policy is secondary to a comparison of "promise
bracelets".
I've also enjoyed all of the incessant mentioning (by both
candidates) of "Main Street" and how it is somehow
the opposite of Wall Street. Has any actual (non-historic-district)
Main Street been viable in 30 years?? Most small towns I've
seen east, west, and in between have a severly languishing
old central business district with struggling small businesses
and low foot traffic, because a glitzy, upscale, completely
artificial "Main Street-like" mall development on
the edge of town has popped up, filled with nothing but national
chain stores paying minimum wage. Main
Street is little more than a Normal Rockwell painting that
someone took off the wall and replaced with a lithographed
Thomas Kincade, "'cause it glows!".
Honestly, at this point, what can you say about the race to
White House? McCain, Palin, Obama, and Biden (and to a greater
extent, their completely out-of-touch advisors, handlers,
and strategists) have all just left me speechless. At least
the SNL skits write themselves.
Summer's been holding on as much as it can, and I've been
making an effort to get out and see all the things on my list
before the snow hits the higher altitudes. Last weekend was
warm and sunny, so I headed up the Mt.
Baker Highway to Artist Point on Sunday (funny, because
it was closed due to snow
days earlier).
The drive out to Baker
was beautiful (check out the other pix in the set), and surprisingly
entertaining. By that point, you're picking up pretty much
all-Canadian radio stations... and they're just sort of funny
in their own way. After taking in sunset at Mt. Shuksan, I
was going to go up to Vancouver for dinner, but forgot my
passport - so I ended the day with a stop in Bellingham at
the Chuckanut
Brewery for a dark, smoky Rauschbier which was perfectly
matched to a free-range meatloaf, mashed reds, and veggies.
Monday was Scroggy
discovery and a hike up Wallace Falls (see photo set).
Nothing major, but about 6 miles out and back, with the last
stretch to the upper falls a fairly steep one. Nice payoff
though for such a convenient, close-to-home hike.
I played a benefit show
at the Ballard/Salmon Bay Fraternal
Order of Eagles... that was pretty amazing. Ballard is
a lot like Fell's Point or Canton in Baltimore. Strong maritime
tradition, strong ethnic (in this case, Norwegian) and working
class roots, and all of it is being obliterated at lightning
pace by increasing land values and yuppie development. The
Eagles are a big anchor for "old Ballard", and host
a lot of blues shows. Unfortunately, the folks largely responsible
for that booking work are both terminally ill, and as their
humble old meeting hall sits in the shadows of high-rise condos
all around, you can't help but wonder if the idea of an old-fashioned
fraternal order (even a large international one founded right
there in Seattle) is also somewhat terminal. But that thought
didn't cross the minds of any of the hundreds of people who
came out to raise money and hear music all afternoon and late
into the night from every good blues band in the state. It
was strange being an atmosphere I was so familiar with (reminded
me of Surf Club, or any big blues benefit scenario), yet I
knew no one. Not that that mattered. I think I even became
an FOE member. I can't really remember right now. I should
be, though. Definitely.
The next weekend, I headed out to Kirkland (of "Kirkland
Signature" fame) to see guitar player Nick Vigarino and
his band (best power-funk rhythm section I've heard on the
west coast - almost as good as Clarence Turner on bass and
Sean Graves on drums - but not quite), and do a little promotion
of my own project. As word gets around that The Satellite
4 is shooting to be Seattle's own sort of "MG's"
(backing up freelance singers who are looking for a band)
we're getting a lot of interested parties coming to us. During
one of Nick's set breaks, I found myself outside in a half
circle surrounding the bar, listening to two incredible singers
do an impromptu "soul-off", singing their hearts
out on the street to the applause of everyone just walking
by. In Seattle!
Last week, I drove out to the middle of nowhere to play a
prive show with guitar man John Stephan (himself a real legend
in WA and Alaska). I assumed it was actually some kind of
ambush when I came to the barbed wire gate the directions
led to. An intimidating Samoan man pulled back the gate and
waved me in... then I drove the Subaru another two miles down
a muddy, rutted road deep in the woods. The road opened up
to a clearing up on a hill, overlooking the White River, against
a backdrop of the massive Mt. Rainier. Probably one of the
most picturesque spots in the entire area. Turns out, its
a massive private reserve owned by a housing developer. After
years of "raping and pillaging" (in his own words),
he picked up this ridiculously beautiful 80 acre tract and
decided it would never be touched. He's also a family man,
and a great musician. Now he hosts big concerts and camp-outs
on that land, and intends to build a professional recording
studio and a luxury retreat cabin there for travelling bands
passing through town. To make it even better, the Samoan guy
is also a barbecue master. After the show, we had a true dirt-pit,
open-flame pig feast. In Seattle!
It has been joked that I'm sort of a Quantum Leap character
who jumps into women's lives just long enough to help out
in some significant way, then they make some half-hearted
proclamation, I acquiesce, and then move on to my next assignment.
I am beginning to think my new assignment is to help make
Seattle more soulful. Luckily I'm finding so many people appointed
with the same task so early on!
9/9/08 - 7:12pm PDT (exhale)
So Sara just left here
- I'll probably see her again before she heads to Chicago,
but this was our last day hanging out and being whatever it
is we are in this current run. Ride bikes to the beach, eat
good food, hang around the apartment playing with the cats...
a great, simple day.
Is it all over? Not necessarily - but after 3 years of mostly
long-distance, I came out here to make it work. Between the
intense interference from her family, the overwhelming angst
of the job search, etc... it didn't. Can it, one day? Maybe.
But I went into enough of that last week. That old New England
saying, "You can't get there from here" fits well.
I know she gets
it, deep down - that goes a long way.
Its been a fantastic month, really... we've been on top of
our game. Nice to go out on a high note rather than slowly
grind down to nothing.
Oddly enough, her family more or less apologized about how
they treated me. They even insinuated that I'm a halfway decent
guy. Honestly, that tiny bit of redemption means a lot. Once
they do a movewith
her, they'll probably scream at her for not marrying me.
At the end of the day - I feel more like a kid whose best
friend is moving away. Someone who really knows me, who I
can lean on, and who can lean on me. Someone who can help
with pronouncing the ridiculous place names out here. And
the food. I'mreallygonnamissthefood.
8/30/08 - 6:21pm PDT ('64
eternal)
The most recent "wow, its beautiful here" moment:
(late August snow caves
at the base of Big Four mountain, only an hour from my apartment)
So Sara's moving to Chicago... for a job that almost sounds
too good to be true. Great pay, great firm, great work, neat
neighborhood, good friends nearby... i'm incredibly happy
for her, proud of her, and excited for all that this means
both professionally and personally for her.
Naturally, I'm also torn to shreds. We've put in some serious
effort over the last few years - largely with the faith that
enduring some crap in the present will pay off in the end.
Who knows? Maybe it still will? But the last year has been
anything but.
It seems like some of the major walls we've hit along the
way can only be solved with independence... from her family,
from me, and from herself as she currently knows it. As I've
moved far forward in my life (away from family, away from
my established life as I knew it), she was regressing right
down into her parents' basement (physically and mentally).
Maybe finally (once again) being self-sufficient, professionally
challenged and respected, and in the end just generally fulfilled
all-around will return Sara to the outgoing, adventurous,
self-confident yet deeply caring person I met in DC 4 years
ago... someone who loves her life - and herself. Its really
tough to love someone who doesn't even love themselves - impossible,
really. I should have known that.
So it goes back and forth from feeling like a ripoff to feeling
like a great step forward. She'll continue to be one of my
closest friends, and I couldn't be more excited - especially
since she endured the crap, stuck to her morals, kept working
hard (despite superhuman whining), and didn't give up (or
at least let me keep pushing even when she couldn't)
We're (more or less) past the weepy gnashing of teeth and
are working fervently to get her sent off in the least stressful,
most-prepared way possible. I've helped her move way more
times than I even believe. I think this time, she may even
have the hang of it. She kind of has to. :)
Work's also been maddening, but that's not worth going into.
But its not all doom and gloom .. after almost 7 years, I'm
getting another
Leslie speaker. Now that my soul project is really moving,
I figured it would be sacreliege to play through a simulator
on a modern amp. The problem is that there really aren't many
Leslies around here - its not like Philly where you can't
walk down the street without bumping into one.
Scouring Craigslist and
Ebay for the last two months and finding nothing but overpriced,
misrepresented crap piles being sold to clueless hipsters
who probably spend the rest of the evening trying to figure
out how to plug a casiotone into it before giving up entirely
and making a bong out of the treble rotors, I finally found
a beautiful, near-mint condition 1959 Leslie 45 down in Eugene,
OR (about a 4 hour drive). Original everything, not a scratch,
just beautiful. Going down Monday to pick it up. New tubes,
preamp, and 6-pin cable have already been ordered from Al
Goff (one of the last dedicated Hammond organ parts experts
in the US).
The Leslie 45 is a one-speed... only off and fast, but its
easy to convert to slow/fast use. Most of the Stax records
made before '68 seem to use the one-speed Leslies, and I love
the sound. I could wait around another month and hope a two-speed
pops up, but I need a long day of driving to just think, so
why not have it result with a mint-condition Leslie?
Its also got me listening to the greats of organ jazz again.
Been a while. Charles Earland, Jack McDuff, Jimmy McGriff...
I could only listen to this stuff the rest of my life and
never get bored. One of the big things I really miss about
DC is being able to walk into some shithole yuppie bar and
see Bill Heid hammering away with his kick ass trio... sharing
a smoke with him out in the rain and listening to him pontificate
on real life, and not whatever the people in the club were
living.
The soul project is really taking off... our first show is
in just over a month, with an awesome retired singer from
Texas (Charles van Zandt) guesting with us. Its been one of
my big achievements here, finally having my own band doing
music I really, really want to do. I can't believe I found
three other players (all exceptionally good, and equally dedicated)
in a city as soulless as this. I guess it made the search
easier as the fat quickly rises to the top. (Buttermilk was
on the long list of rejected names - the consensus settled
on The Satellite Four - era- and vibe-specific, with some
insider knowledge as Satellite was the original Jim Stewart
label, and the name of the record shop next door to the Stax
studio)
Poster, demo MP3s, etc. to follow.
Watched the DNC circus,
and had a good laugh talking to Sara about it afterwards.
Apparently both of us had this same exact thought process
as the speech went on :
"Yeah! Wait... no. Huh? Ok. Sure. Yeah! YEAH! Whoa, huh?
Ok. OH HELL NO! NO! CHRIST! WHAT THE? Ok. Oh, sure, why not?
Ye... n... ugh... <sigh>"
And I'm sure I'll have the same reactions to the RNC's circus
next week.
I will say that I could be comfortable with either Obama or
McCain as president for a long list of interesting if not
always harmonious reasons I won't go into right now... but
its been disheartening watching both of them advance towards
the big race while retreating deep into party line rhetoric.
Obama started chanelling Carter... that's no good.
I'm amazed by how little historical scope people have. Say
the word "conservative" these days, and its just
assumed that you personally torture gay black athiests who
have abortions by cramming Wal*Mart stock down their throat.
Daily. With a smile.
Before the "religious right" movements of the 80s
(themselves a manipulation of the religious by greedy lobbyists
and strategists being paid untold fortunes to maximize the
vote however they could - in this case by invoking the sacred
name of God which wasn't really used as a vulgar political
weapon prior), conservatism was, and to what I believe is
an often unheard majority, still is more of a fiscal and political
mindset, and has nothing to do with morals and religion despite
the best efforts of the BOTH parties to convince otherwise.
Lord, I really hate the DNC and RNC alike.
Barry
Goldwater was considered to be a super-super-SUPER conservative
and was the Republican presidential candidate in '64. He truly
couldn't care less about abortion, drug use, homosexuality
in the military ("Everyone knows that gays have served
honorably in the military since at least the time of Julius
Caesar - you don't have to be straight, just shoot straight!"),
or religion (he later commented on the Moral Majority : "Every
good Christian ought to kick Falwell right in the ass. Do
not associate my name with anything you do. You are extremists,
and you've hurt the Republican party much more than the Democrats
have.") He was about small government, big personal freedom,
sticking to the constitution, and making sure we can defend
ourself. Oddly enough, LBJ and his machine won largely because
of an ad campaign convincing America that Goldwater's anti-Communism
stance would severely ratchet up our presence in Vietnam -
something LBJ did anyway, far more than Goldwater ever planned.
What's especially odd is that now Goldwater would be cast
out as a liberal by the current "Conservatives",
while the "Liberals" would call him a crazy libertarian.
I tend not to get political due to my hate of both parties,
but honestly, after a year living in a hard-left city filled
with an dangerous level of self-righteous, angsty smugness,
its hard not to go completely crazy. For instance : it wasn't
enough to *outlaw cars* on the weekends in some of the city's
main beach or park thoroughfares... now, a growing number
of people in the Seattle city government want to completely
outlaw bonfires, campfires and barbecues at the city beaches
because of... concerns of global warming and increased carbon
emissions.
I give up.
I have no idea where us Goldwater conservatives go at this
point... in terms of politics, the right might as well be
the left, and the left might as well be insane...
and in terms of freedom, neither party really even applies
anymore.
Does anyone even know who Goldwater was these days? Apparently
not.
So here it is. My hat into the ring. My government would be
common sense and simple math. Do what you want, but don't
piss off your neighbors too much. Make every effort to help
yourself first and foremost, but we'll definitely keep a little
bit set aside if you're really truly out of luck. We'll keep
the highways, airways, ports, and borders efficient and secure.
Mail, parks, military, trade, and environment would all be
strong - most of the rest would be at the state level. National
targets, but minimal bureaucracy. Science, energy, and general
technology incubation, but not full scale development. Taxes
would be purely consumption-based on the personal end - no
income tax, just a high sales tax. On the commercial end,
a flat business tax. Most importantly, healthcare, insurance,
and related human services fields would be non-profit - not
socialized; not government-run, just non-profit. Co-op, even.
(works great for two of my favorite companies, USAA and REI)
Encourage business endurance (not simply all-out growth -
which always backfires at some point), encourage personal
independence and education, encourage savings, encourage a
free market, but discourage rampant greed and rampant sloth
equally.
Energy policy would focus largely on a grid upgrade, biodiesel
(not ethanol!) production from waste products (not crops!)
and a massive nuclear power generation rollout and retrofit.
Wind, wave, and solar development where applicable, but screw
this ridiculous "clean coal" scam - one of the biggest
oxymorons of the century. Abundant, cheap, efficient, non-polluting
electrical power allows far more plug-in hybrid cars for regular
commuting and in-city use, and amped up biodiesel production
keeps the trucks, buses, and trains rolling transition-free
for cheap. There would be a noticable environmental benefit,
but far more importantly, there would be a massive economic
benefit as everyone's personal energy bill shrinks exponentially.
If you still want gasoline, that'd be cheaper too as demand
falls off.
Its just that easy. Unfortunately I'll be 34 for '12, so vote
Jeff in '16.
I had a dream last night I was pushing a 1979 Merdedes 240
diesel wagon across the Chesapeake Bay Bridge while drivers
shouted horrible, deeply personal things at me. I'm rambling.
8/20/08 - 10:57pm PDT (down the
road)
the last two days have been a bittersweet rollercoaster (though
I guess that could be said for the last year). More detail
will follow in the coming days, but I truly think its good
stuff all around.
In the meantime, I have to say that I'm really finding a groove
out here. I offer the following photograph as evidence :
(a far more moody and
expressive photograph than, say, this one - which I can't
even explain the physics behind)
This past week marks the
one-year anniversary of my first arrival here following the
epic motorcycle ride. I marked it by heading deep into the
Olympic mountains with Johnny and Omar... once we could ride
no more, we started hiking. Once we couldn't hike any longer,
we set up camp. A
full photo set is here.
In other news, my dentist visit was a surprise success. It
has been SEVENTEEN years since I last sat down and had a stranger
touch my teeth. Part of the reason for such a long span of
time is that the last person was incompotent and caused me
a lot of pain.
This new one is fantastic, highly recommended by many people
at work, and happens to be a block from my apartment. After
a full round of x-rays and a cleaning, he shrugged and said,
"No cavities! Looks good!" I do have to get one
exposed wisdom tooth out this winter, but the others are no
threat and can stay. That's it. No root canals, no dentures...
nothin'.
I knew that industry was a scam.
Zzz.
8/15/08 - 2:23pm PDT (24
or therabouts)
I've intentionally left details about my work life, love life,
etc. vague and nondescript on this rambling mess of a webpage.
I'll continue to do so today, but maybe to a lesser extent.
Quite a day of ups and downs.
8/13, 10:26pm
abrupt, unexpected ending to otherwise positive online chat
with quasi-significant other, resulting in frustration.
8/14, 7:45am
Received misdirected email from significant other intended for
someone else with misquotes from "me" re: otherwise
positive conversation, resulting in frustration
8/14, 8:01am
On my way out the door to work, Otis decides to bolt outside
between my legs and climb a tree, resulting in frustration (and
being late to work)
8/14, 9:39am
Intervened in miscommunication/mishandling of a customer whose
appointment was scheduled weeks in advance, but proper preparation
had not been done for his particular situation. While the responsible
manager threw her hands up in front of the irate customer and
said nothing could be done, I found a local supplier, placed
the order, arranged for immediate courier pickup, and entered
damage-control mode with the customer. everything fell into
place, and the customer left happy.
8/14, 11:01am
given crap for "not properly clocking in 3 days in a row".
I knew I forgot to clock out one day earlier in the week, so
I sent an email to the appropriate
person informing them of that error. However, the e-mail was
not responded to, which prevented me from being able ot properly
clock in the following day. At the end of that day, I emailed
the person again to remind them of the error and inform them
of my updated timeclock status since the system still locked
me out. My admitted singular f-up is suddenly amplified to the
highest reaches of corporate oversight as a "real problem".
The phrase "TPS reports" echoes in my head.
8/14, 3:20pm
gave a good friend/co-worker a kick-ass birthday present that
he'll really enjoy and use a lot (Garmin E-Trex GPS with full
Topo maps)
8/14, 6:15pm
while getting ready to go home, overhear a customer who has
a viable but not fully substantiated compaint regarding his
most recent transaction. Aforementioned responsible manager
immediately (and unprofessionally) combines a worst-case-scenario
conversation track with a faint but persistent we're-still-not-responsible
conversation track, clearly further frustrating the customer,
not to mention providing ample potential for admitted-liability
arguments should the problem eventually come to litigation (sad
that that's the ultimate viewpoint in any sort of service-based
transaction these days - but such is this American life). Again,
overhearing the increasing frustration from the customer, and
lack of resolution offered by the responsible manager, I exhaust
our own in-house, and in-town resources, as well as those given
to us by our corporate overlords. Unfortunately, the customer
is currently travelling and can't wait the day and a half it
would take to get him what he needs. BUT... he's in the middle
of travelling to a city where our corporate overlords have another
outpost, so I call the responsible managers there, and arrange
for the proper solution to be ready and waiting for his imminent
arrival. Damage control mode ensues, customer is eventually
gracious and thankful for the effort, while the aforementioned
superior remains clueless.
8/14, 7:08pm
after a very long day, I fire up a beautiful and well-kept Honda
VFR800 motorcycle our shop took on trade, which my cousin intends
to buy and have me hand-deliver to Los Angeles some time this
fall. My goal is to give the VFR a good shakedown ride, taking
notes on the bike's overall condition while covering two major
mountain passes and about 275 miles, while also burning off
the stress of the day/week/month. Yeeee!
8/14, 8:21pm
giggle insanely to myself inside my helmet as US-2 begins to
twist and turn up into the rocky, sunset-tinted Cascade Mountains,
showcasing the VFR's legendary reputation as both a great sport-
and touring-bike. It really is
one of the best bikes ever made, and I think I finally start
to understand why.
8/14, 8:53pm
from the top of Stevens Pass, witness an amazing blue-orange
sunset behind the craggy peaks and twisty pavement... notice
the massive increase in dead bugs on my helmet and the significant
dip on the ambient teperature gauge of the VFR and think strongly
whether or not I want to continue a long mountain ride in the
dark, or just head back home content after one great mountain
pass. Decide on the latter. Notice that the headlight dims a
bit as the brakes are applied. That's odd.
8/14, 9:20pm
traffic snarls near Skykomish as construction closes one lane
of US-2. While waiting for the 10 minute closure, I turn off
the VFR so it doesn't get too hot idling. When traffic gets
moving again, the VFR refuses to start. I duck-walk the bike
to the side of the road and try bump-staring it to no avail.
Push it about a tenth of a mile and find a long driveway with
a slight decline. Still no luck bump-starting. Try twice more,
nada. Relucantly walk up the long driveway (revealing a well-stocked
garage and a few project cars) and nearly get eaten by an aggressive
American Boxer. Thankfully a nice older man sees me and calms
the dog. Turns out he's a high-end-appliance repairman, and
has plenty of know-how, tools, and (most importantly) a battery
charger. After 15 frustrating minutes, I figure out how to get
the seat off of the VFR (helmet lock?), and we hook up his charger.
He also pulls out a multimeter, and after a few minutes of battery
refreshing, we check the health of the charging system. There
is none - no health. VFR's are famous for their near-legendary
reliability -- save for one minor issue with the charging system.
Which is exactly what the problem is. The bike just isn't charging,
period... what's more, the battery's shot and can't even take
a charge from the charger. 85 miles from home. At 9:30pm. On
a weekday.
8/14, 9:52pm
well there's enough power to get the bike started - maybe the
alternator will put out enough to keep it running even though
the battery itself isn't charging? Maybe even after 10 years
of riding motorcycles and almost 5 years of working with them,
I still don't quite understand how they work. Idiot.
8/14, 10:12pm
cruising along US-2, hoping to limp it home, noticing the dash
lights are kinda dim - oh, and that's interesting... the odometer
isn't working... oh, because speedometer doesn't seem to be
working... oh, and there goes the tachometer... and fuel gauge...
hmm. Engine's running fine, though.
8/14, 10:25pm
fuel pump quit, bike stalled at a red light in Monroe, WA
8/14, 10:26pm
walked the stalled bike to the parking lot of a bank. Hassled
by a crazy methhead because his girlfriend crossed the street
at the same time I did. He got belligerent, and I got my knife
out. He went away. Spotlighted by the local Sheriff, forced
to show driver's license and special WA State Dealer ID since
it was a shop bike (no problem, all in the wallet!). Politely
asked if he saw the methheads prior to harassing me in my neatly
ironed wool dress pants and expensive jacket and helmet (I know,
all the gear all the time)
saw a guy towing a BMW GS, Jet-ski, and 4-wheeler at the Shell
station. Perfect! He's got all sort of toys! He'd understand.
Kindly asked if there was an outside shot he had a spare battery
for any of those and was willing to sell it to me. He got paranoid
and aggressively dismissive. Washington is a weird place.
8/14, 10:30pm
Call Omar. He's making bread, but hasn't put it in the oven
yet. He'll be there with the truck in 90 minutes. I owe him.
Big time.
8/14, 10:35pm
Call quasi-significant other to check in and share the harrowing
tale. She falls asleep mid-conversation.
8/14, 10:40pm
see neon out of the corner of my eye. Find the one bar in Monroe,
WA and go inside. Get some chicken fingers, a Deschutes Black
Butte XX Porter or four, listen to a fantastic, scandalously-tattooed
singer and her guitar player friend knock out some Jeff Buckley
covers and talk to them on their set break. They both ride bikes,
she more into dual sports, he more Japanese sport touring bikes.
And they know music - we get into a long conversation about
Stax, Motown, the current state of the industry, and our favorite
underappreciated legends... plus bike talk. Up next, the old
hippie lesbian Harley riding folk singer for her great set of
Irish traditional tunes and stories of the road. In Monroe,
WA, at 11:30pm, on a Thursday.
I flung off a quick text message to some dear old riding friends
all over the globe talking about how even when motorcycles are
at their worst - they're still wonderful. How else would I have
stumbled into this?
8/15, 12:30am
the songs and conversations are winding down, and Omar's indestructible
old Toyota 4x4 appears under the glow of the sodium lights at
the Shell station a block away. With the help of a total stranger
(since Omar's wrist is broken from a bike accident), we get
the VFR up in the truck bed and tied down in no time.
8/15, 2:36am
the yeowl of hungry cats is expected, the loud and frequent
dripping of water onto carpet (combined with 1/4" of standing
water in my bathroom) is... well... not technically a surprise,
but certainly one of the last things I wanted to deal with after
a day like this. One grumpy ass voicemail to my building manager,
and I'm off to bed. But not before putting this all down for
posterity.
8/15, 3:20am
Did I mention that tomorrow I go to the dentist for the first
time in over *half* of my life?
8/8/08 - 8:88pm PDT
(party time!)
Watching the Olympics... actually really enjoying the opening
ceremonies. Probably the least uber-ghey-Eurotrash ceremony
I've ever seen. Dignified, creative, and beautiful... rare that
those words are applied to many
Chinese things these days. (bada-bing!)
Its been entertainingly annoying to watch our dignified, creative,
and beautiful president shed more clothes, get more clammy,
and set world records for disinterested slouching as the ceremony
went on.
Today at work a contingent of motorcyclists from Venezuela were
passing through, on their way back from Alaska. "We have
$.30 gasoline, but a crazy president. We got rid of him, but
then you gave him back to us. Though I guess you have a crazy
president, too... but at least yours goes away in a few months."
We do have a crazy president. One who likes blond softball players.
A little too much. Democrats have seedy, immoral, dark hidden
affairs that no one suspects until they become public. Republicans
are loyal, God-fearing husbands who instead wear their sexual
frustration tension on their sleeve... when
photographers are present...
... often.
Finally, as much as it
pains me to do so, I have to point out that the little boy
(Lin Hao) who was a hero in the Sichuan earthquake... walking
with honor at the front of the Chinese contingent... possibly
the most poignant, concentrated metaphor for the myriad levels
of significance contained in these Olympics, China itself,
and the general state of the world right now... was carrying
what appeared to be a defective Chinese flag that was upside
down.
Still... a truly amazing
opening ceremony. The Olympics sort of remind me of the Space
Station... an international experience that honestly highlights
the best of humanity; transcending the (numerous) political,
ethical, and economic issues that underlie it. It will be
very interesting to see how the games themselves unfold around
the these (and other) tensions this year. Good stuff.
7/26/08 - 5:56pm PDT (all
your little hats)
Goodbye, Seca II. You had an air-c00led 600cc heart of gold,
and big huge dreams... but it appears I was not the one to fulfill
them (Daddy's eatin' steak tonite!)
Andy was in town last weekend.
I think he enjoyed the trip. The contrast against a Baltimore
summer may have been a little vicious.
Saturday night was a lap of
Ballard, hitting all the good spots I hit my first night here
(Hazlewood, Hatties... more Hazlewood... then Ballard Market
for late night buzz munchies).
Sunday was the whirlwind tour of the Washington landscape.
We left town early and made our way up to the snowy peaks
of Rainier around noon. I had forgotten that Andy hasn't really
seen western mountains yet... much less snow-covered ones
in July. Again... kinda vicious.
We hit almost all the corners
of Rainier NP, then headed east out of the park on WA-410.
Over the course of about 50 miles, the landscape changes from
snow-covered pine mountains to stark, empty desert, with the
temperature swinging from about 60F to 95F in that small stretch.
I took a road I've never been on before, and we found beautiful
Yakima Canyon.
Heading north back towads I-90
now, Yakima Canyon spits you out into the western edge of
central Washington's vast irrigated farmland.
I-90 took us back into the mountains,
up and over Snoqualmie Pass, and back into Seattle. I then
headed over to West Seattle for the finale - the beach vibe
you get at Alki.
The rest of his time here was
just checking out the city. Its tough explaining that, since
there's no real crime or poverty here... trust fund hipsters
and passive-aggressive political yuppies are usually the source
of my daily stress and angst.
Monday night we met up with Sara at Nijo's happy hour downtown.
Its definitely one of my favorite things - cheap but very
good sushi and affordable Hitachino Nest beer (both quite
rare). Then we went to Uwajimaya, the Japanese supermarket,
to dig on hilariously packaged snack food, then down to Tacoma
to drop Sara off and give Andy the quick tour of Seattle's
Baltimore. Who are we kidding? Tacoma's way nicer than that.
I have to be honest - I miss the people and the music... but
I don't miss the east coast as a place in the least.
Otis threw me a scare this week - no one wants to see blood
in the litterbox. But after a thorough exam, the vet said
he's totally fine - could have just been stress. Glad I don't
poop blood when I'm stressed out.
I've been trying to get him to dig on leashwalking. He has
not (though at least he tried it - Shirley went apeshit).
My main hope is that I can extend
the period of interest-to-terror from 10 seconds to a few
minutes. Baby steps. If nothing else its stopped his wailing
the blues at night... singing about how he's a prisoner, LONGING
to break outside. Nope. Screw that... there are buses and
dogs out there.
7/10/08 - 10:44pm PDT (you
betcha)
Sweet merciful crap, I needed a vacation. It wasn't a huge
trek, just to the other side of the state, but it may as well
have been back in time. Sara and I went to Spokane for a wedding
of friends of hers from law school. The ceremony, reception,
and our rooms were all in The
Davenport Hotel. Sounded
nice enough, but we weren't really prepared for just how nice.
A nationally known landmark
when originally built, it was "modernized" in the
60s, 70s, and 80s to keep up with the rapid uglification of
America, and eventually closed its doors as a big, useless
mess in the 90s. An ambitious, folksy, self-made developer
and his wife (who used to go on dates there) bought the place
for $6m (only twice what it cost to build in 1914!) and decided
they could bring it back to life. $40m or so later, they had
painstakingly restored everything they could (including total
relocation of the original ornate ballroom), and tastefully
modernized everything else (including the heating, cooling,
and electrical systems, obviously).
They also decided service had to be absolutely perfect. Upon
returning to our room after catching dinner and the city's
fireworks display Friday night, evening turn-down service
had gone so far as to tune our clock radio to a classical
station, lower the lighting, and nicely arrange our toiletries
from the pile we made on the bathroom sink. Then we found
out they had the most insanely comfortable mattresses on earth
(and have them available for sale for only $1799!). The end
result is a true 4-star hotel that is just magnificient -
so much so that you unfortunately wonder what the hell its
doing in Spokane. Honestly, though, I think it made good sense.
The true beauty and heart of a place like that may well go
unnoticed in a more self-interested cosmopolitan city that
would just... expect it.
Luke and Shata's wedding itself was wonderful. I don't know
them at all, but seeing how well their families interacted,
and how truly happy everyone was for them - it was just good
to witness. They were really cute, too.
Fat dorks that we are, Sara
and I also seriously dug on Frank's Diner - a Pullman car
originally in use as the private car for the president of
the Northern Pacific railway. It was abandoned in Seattle
during the Depression, then converted into a Diner downtown.
Go figure, it losts its lease and was about to be destroyed
in the redevelopment, but instead was moved to Spokane. Almost
as beautifully restored as the hotel... but tastefully inelegant
in its love of eggs and butter.
We hit Frank's twice, once for
breakfast on Saturday, and once for lunch Sunday before heading
back to Seattle. It was vacation! (Did I mention the open
bar at the wedding?)
The trip back (as expected) was Sara and I in our zone. We
left Spokane via US-2, rambling west through the farmland,
then up past Grand Coulee Dam, through the Colville Indian
Reservation land, then across the North Cascades Highway.
In 350 or so miles, you pass through fertile farms, flat desert,
rocky desert, pine forests, foothills, huge mountains and
glaciers, then suddenly you're back in Seattle.
We stopped briefly in the middle
of North Cascades to check out the vibrant green-tinted water
from the recent snowmelt... this year was a record snowfall,
but flooding seems pretty well contained. If anything, its
just meant cheaper electrical power and a bunch of cute little
waterfalls along the road that get Sara excited.
In a fairly uncertain time,
it was great to have a weekend doing what we do best - the
weekend was like a fun if not slightly bittersweet encapsulation
of our entire relationship - and no more was that better illustrated
than this little moment at Diablo Lake, contrasted against
a similar little moment at Lake McDonald in Montana four years
ago just as all of this began (in the same car, no less).
6/30/08 - 9:35pm PDT (looksha
IV) a few steps forward So work has gotten better since I stopped having two jobs
(go figure). But this week I was given a new-new position in
a new department that I'm actually really digging. I no longer
deal with customers face to face (kind of a relief, honestly),
but have much more responsibility over planning, follow-through,
process control, and efficiency, which in the end all affect
the customer on a larger scale. There's still a lot to figure
out, and I'm pretty worn out by the end of each day (averaging
10 hour days this week getting up to speed), but I feel really
good about it so far.
Also feeling good, my Memphis soul project is back up and running
with KEXP's blues/soul DJ as our bass player. Johnny's a hell
of a guy with a great knowledge and respect for the music, and
most importantly, he just loves playing it. It brings us back
to square one, but with a little bit better momentum. We're
hoping to have a demo cut by the end of summer, then ramp up
some booking in the fall.
Speaking of seasons, summer hit this week. From now until September
should be high 70s, sunny, and breezy. The sun goes down at
about 10pm now, so you really have no excuse not to get out
a little bit every day. Today I went kayaking. Unyeilding smugness
and hipster hordes be damned, I still love Seattle.
who's that sly sunburned
mofo? yer damn right.
one step into the unknown A lot of people have asked me what's up with Sara and
I lately. Good timing. Obviously, our big exciting plan failed
miserably - instead of enjoying a new life in Seattle together
as reasonably employed independent adults who date... she
has been stuck at home in Tacoma with her family treating
her like a junior high schooler while struggling to find a
remotely decent job.
Said family doesn't like me for ridiculous, hateful reasons,
and the strain on her was unfairly immense. We packed it in
last fall and have been in an uncomfortable limbo since. -
hanging out often, but shying away from anything too deep
(which really, really sucks). There's still a hell of a lot
there, and I still really want things to work out, but I know
she won't really be happy until she at least gets a job she
believes in (which will enable her independence, which will
then *finally* get her to an all-new place in life that we've
both been dying to see for a few years now - and maybe a dog
in the process).
Seattle's legal market is way down right now. Between the
economy, the tendency to source from local schools, and Sara's
lack of any connections in the NW... the only really good
jobs she's finding at this point are in other parts of the
country (just got back from a great interview at a great firm
in Chicago).
I don't want to put the cart before the horse here, but while
I'm overjoyed and excited that she is finally getting some
positive interviews and enthusiastic feedback for the first
time in almost 8 months of searching, I just feel that impending
angst pit I've come to know quite well over the years. At
least I have a lot of friends in Chicago?
In the mean time, we've got a 4-day road trip coming up this
weekend... a well-deserved vacation for both of us spent doing
what we do best together... hard to beat that.
Just heard the roar overhead
of the last floatplane coming in from a shuttle run out to
the Orcas Islands. This place is pretty amazing.
6/19/08 - 11:55pm PDT (rrrrroooowl)
update : thanks once again to Andy, Northwest Airlines, and
all the disparate forces that resulted in safe cat transport.
Its nice having them around again. I forgot how... really really
strange... these two cats are.
Unfortunately, they have also brought a little piece of Baltimore
with them... drug addiction.
Here's Otis "tripping" on a catnip-soaked scratch
pad, listening to dub records all day instead of finding a job.
They never even responded
to the stuff under my watch originally, but maybe the months-long
paternal abandonment had deeper effects than I'd like to admit.
They are zombies, with no life goals at this point. They just
want to get "stoned".
They think its simple fun, but their addictions are tearing
this family apart. When their "trips" are "harshed",
they get angry and violent!
Seattle is a liberal city
- I'm sure there are good programs available at little or
no cost. I have hope for us. I truly do.
I must.
6/18/08 - 11:22pm PDT (meep)
I'm sick and tired. Literally.
Last weekend I had a studio session that went well. Very well.
Put organ and piano on a few tracks of a nice ska/dub project
a friend of mine is producing. Turns out its the upcoming
solo album from Lynvale Golding of The Specials. Dig!
Nice little ride last weekend.
After weather and administrative
delays - the cats are finally in Seattle. Its been a long
day, compounded by a bad cold - but they're relaxing and settling
in. Now I need to do the same.
10/5 - The Satellite 4 Highway 99, Downtown Seattle, WA
* debut show! * with Soul Deluxe
featuring the great Charles van Zandt!
10/29 - The Satellite 4
Conor Byrne, Ballard, Seattle, WA
Sound
Sound #6
4/24/08 - (29MB - 35 minutes)
1. Pretty Blood - MF Doom and Madlib
2. Irene - Caribou
3. Lemon - U2
4. Louie Louie - Otis Redding
5. This Song Remains The Same - Led Zeppelin
6. Dyslexic Heart - Paul Westerberg
7. Renewal - The Skatalites and Monty Alexander
8. You're All I Need to Get By - Booker T & the MGs
Sound
Sound #5
3/23/08 - (27MB - 33 minutes)
1. No Matter What Shape - Booker T & the
MGs
2. Beggin' - Frankie Valli
3. Run (I'm a Natural Disaster) - Gnarls Barkley
4. Hard Times - Baby Huey and the Babysitters
5. Little Bird - Beach Boys
6. Fly Like an Eagle ('73 Demo) - Steve Miller
7. Free Radical (remix) - The Flaming Lips
8. Jesus - Curtis Mayfield
9. Jehova Made This Whole Joint For You - New Radicals
So I sold the house, sold everything, spent
a month on the motorcycle rambling 10,000 miles or so, then
stayed put in the Northwest. If you missed it, it was a pretty
great trip :